Making the Point

September 30th, 2007

 Cheering in the stands. Sweat dripping from my hairline. I walk back to the line. I slap the ball down. All I have to do is make one serve. Good toss. Right step forward. Hard swing. I look at my team, at the sideline, and at the fans. They are all depending on me. Everything depends on this. I bounce the ball three times on the hard floor of the gym; the bounce echoing all around me. The whistle blows, signaling I can serve. I make my toss, step forward, and swing my arm with all my might. The ball soars over the tape of the net and the other team scrambles to get the soaring ball. I run from the back line, to my spot in right back, waiting for the ball to come back to me. The other team passes the ball up to their setter who sets an outside ball to her hitter. Taking her four-step approach, #18 swings and hits the ball straight down in my direction. I need to get that ball. I dive forward, throwing my body onto the ground, getting my fist to pop up the volleyball. It is back up spinning in the air, Alex sets the ball to Allie, who hits in straight down. The ball hits the ground with a thud. Point. It is my turn to serve again.

Justin Timberlake Concert

September 27th, 2007

             The music pulsed through my ears, the loud thumping never-ending from the bass of the guitar. Sitting in the place where I usually came to see Laker games, the Staples Center was completely transformed into a stage with lights and backdrops. With every seat sold out, millions of girls filled the concert. I could not believe my eyes as I enter the sky box, only yards away were Good Charlotte warming up. Since the fourth grade, I have listen to them through my iPod, never believing that I would be seeing them in front of my eyes. Long shabby hair whirling every which way as Benji Madden strummed his guitar ferociously. As Good Charlotte wrapped up their set, the crowd lulled until the beat of Justin Timberlake’s song rocketed through the air. Any second he would be singing, I kept telling myself. A red beam of light flew into the air and within seconds, Justin emerged from the floor of his stage. Girls screaming, he started his songs, dancing with the music and playing the piano. Shoes flung underneath the seat, I jumped and screamed for hours, singing along to the beat of the music, knowing the words by heart. I felt like I was on top of the world, hoping this moment of ecstasy would never end.

Catcher in the Rye: Is Holden trustworthy?

September 26th, 2007

In The Catcher in the Rye, I found it interesting when Holden said, “I’m pretty healthy” after describing how he was a heavy smoker and almost got tuberculosis last year because he grew six and a half inches. I thought this statement was misleading and makes you question if what he says is trustworthy because I think almost getting a serious disease, having to get many check-ups, and being a heavy smoker are not referred to as healthy. So far, in the book, Holden seems to be reassuring himself with false statements because he does not want to deal with the truth. I think that Holden wants to be healthy because if he wants to believe he is healthy, even though he really is not. I think he lies compulsively to shield himself from the truth and from the people around him. I think that even though Holden tries to be brave, deep down he is insecure about what he wants other people to know about him, which causes him to mislead himself.

Just Like That

September 18th, 2007

I wonder where she was going

She looked young

Probably on her way to the market

Or doing some errands

Sea green dodge

Smashed at the front end

Windows broken

Shattered glass

On the smoky gray gravel

I wonder what her family was like

If they lived near here

Or if she had any brothers

I wonder what they will do now

I hate to think the police must call

To give them the news

I wonder if she had called them today

Just to talk about the weather

Not knowing it would be the last time

Driving below the freeway

There were cones leading us on a detour

Confused by the mayhem

We circled around the spot

Where her body lay

Under that white sheet

Police cars enclosing

Her remains

I looked for just a second

And saw her bloody head

She had pretty hair

Golden blond

I can’t believe she’s dead.

My breath screeched to a halt

Like her tires probably did

Life can end within a second

Without a warning

Without a hint

Even though I didn’t know her

It made my stomach drop

I can’t believe that in a second

I could be gone

Just like that.

Emma

September 18th, 2007

It’s all in her blue eyes

As bright as the Caribbean Sea,

Shyly hiding behind

her Great Lash black mascara

Freckles dance across her face

Wanting to be noticed,

Honey brown

they are scattered

Like lost people in a maze.

Nose always tired

From never ending colds

Having to blow it’s secrets

Into the nearest Kleenex

Her brown hair is thin

Like thread

Whispy pieces always escaping

From her ponytail

Allergic to everything

Mushrooms dairy grains and more

Eats her food slowly

Each bite has a taste of everything for her to enjoy

Her lean muscles pulse from years of training

She excels at center midfield

Eager and fierce she enters a tackle

Never letting up

My best friend

My mirror image

We think just alike

Minds connected like two

Tin can telephones

linked by a string

Secret handshakes hold us together

Our hearts entwined

By things said, done, and told

In the past

We are friends for life

She makes me want to deal

With all life’s difficulty

If it means I get to spend

My Friday in her presence.

Friendships come and go

But not with a friend like Emma

She is someone I want to know

For the rest of my life.

Sophie

September 13th, 2007

Struts across the hardwood floor

Nails tapping to the beat of her internal radio

A princess is what she is of eight years

Afraid to lift a paw

Expects to be scratched to satisfaction

By her trustworthy servants

Who always must fill her water and food bowls

Her brother prince always following in her path

Aspiring to be just like her

Barks for treats she does not deserve

Always wanting more

When she is hot she lays down on the ground

Cooling herself on the hard floor

Much too dainty to climb up steps

To her bedroom chambers

Too old and tired to jump up to bed

She is the royalty in our kingdom

Her murky eyes gaze at me

When we are alone

It is as if she wants to thank me

For all the years of serving her

She is my loyal companion

As I am to her

I do as she pleases

Never forgetting to place her blankets

Just how she likes them on the sofa

Sprawls on my bed like it is her own

Submerged between soft sheets and pillows

Barely opens an eye when I enter the door

Expecting the lights to turn off on her command

Buster

September 13th, 2007

Squirmy at 6 a.m.

eager to be the first one downstairs,

big ink black eyes waiting for a treat

staring up at me in a trance

hoping I am the one who will give him the last bone.

Clickity-clack of little nails on the hardwood floor,

following me everywhere I go.

Hates being alone.

Hurls his six pound self

against the side of the glass door

that peeks into the garage,

Stubby tail waving frantically at me

when I get home from school.

Sitting patiently under the table

beneath my chair hoping scraps of food

will fall from my paper white plate.
Spazzy after getting a haircut

rolling over and over on the striped carpet,

smoky gray and honey-brown hair tossed across his eyes

frantic to rub off his shampoo scent.

Admirer of his sister Sophie,

padds along in her trail

like a toddler stepping in his father’s big footprints

at the beach

hoping that someday she will want to play.

Fierce when the doorbell rings,

ears like radar dishes rotating

high-pitched bark soaring through the house

determined to bring down anyone

who would disturb his family.

Ferocious when attacking the remnants of the FedEx man

on the newly-shipped FedEx box.

Questioning his reflection in the window,

hoping the dog he sees will play.

Exhausted after a long day of protecting everyone,

he stretches his small body to the fullest

underneath the pillars of his castle,

the legs of the stone table

on our patio.

Fog

September 10th, 2007

The fog rolls in thick like sand being washed back and forth between tides in a restless sea.

The fog rolls in like a curtain shielding the world from what is backstage.

The fog rolls in like a news reporter listening in on the newest gossip, creeping around every corner and waiting to for the perfect story.

The fog rolls in like a burglar creeping into a sleeping house; its presence is ominous and sneaks in within seconds.

Types of Black

September 10th, 2007

charred marshmallow black

waxy crayon black

black like shadows across the groun

freshly paved asphalt black

black like hands of a clock

new leggings black

black like thick mascara

black like the center of eyes

black like war paint at football games

old tire black

black like thick smoke after a fire

black like silhouettes of trees against a dusk sky

            Looking out at a mountainside at dusk, the silhouettes of the skinny pine trees sycamores were as freshly paved asphalt black against the rainbow sky. The wind whirled around me and I licked my chapped lips, knowing that the beautiful landscape I was envisioning would be gone in moments when the sun went to sleep and the last strokes of light sunk to the bottom of the ocean until morning.

Caroline

September 1st, 2007

Small curly blonde head bobbing at my knees,

hands entwined tightly side by side.

Entering the room next to me,

she’s my companion all the time.
Peeks around the corner into my room,

glancing at me

as I decide on what to wear.

I am her horse,

the back of her piggy,

and the airplane she needs to fly down the stairs

to catch her 7:30 breakfast connection.

Blue eyes gaze at me

when I allow her to try on my gold heels,

the tall, strappy ones I wore to my last party.

She struts and smiles

with extreme delight,

as I pretend to be her photographer

of her imaginary photo shoot.

She is my aunt, through and through,

same face

same look

same attitude.

Time for drawing

three o’clock on the dot,

she focuses hard on the pink flower

forming on her paper.

Six years old and having fun,

the days of encountering The Little Mermaid

are never done.

After the longest, hardest day

she is asleep,

sprawled on the couch

with her newest Barbie in-clutch.